oh man, woke up this morning and my head was fucking hurting, eyes bloodshot, nose as red as ever. i taste blood in my mouth again,oh well, didn't have a good sleep. all my fault i guess, DAMMIT MARIO!! you should have stopped me from smoking so much!!!!haha.
tired, restless, angry. and all my mind can think about is you. fuck this mind man, sigh! yesterday had fun at the staircase with mario, at like 8pm? haha. talked and talked and talked. smoked and smoked and smoked. almost came close to tears once, but i held it back.
do you want me to say that i hate you? do you? cos it's not working. im falling deeper. and is it my fault? i love you too much. saying that i hate you contradicts everything i feel about you. fuck this brain!
"i don't know why im taking in all this shit.." "right now you're taking in too much smoke" haha, thanks mario:] good luck for your last day of o's!! i have 3 more fucking papers'UGH!